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brand new look :)

2012-02-13T14:22:00.000+08:00

im back !

yeay..i mish my blog..

have u check out my new layout?

actually i have tried to change the layout

for ages

i have no idea why it doesnt work

and finally i can only come up with this layout

i think its quite cool =P

i made my spec too

since my eyes still having problem

i easily get headache whenever i see laptop screen

and watching television too!

so it getting worse

and i look so ugly wearing this spec

T__T

hehe..

the time flies so fast that

we all will be in the 2nd sem

in less than a week

new subjects

new challenges !

so much problems that i had to faced

during my holidays

family matters most of it

huhu..why people always bother

about other peoples problem?

it just make the problem getting worse

dont u know that?

uuurrgghhh

please stay out from our problems

i wish i can just blow away all the problems

=.=

Final exam sickness !

2012-01-10T16:40:00.001+08:00

I have been sick for a at least a week..
Its final exam week man..
Why on this week..
Why cant u wait at least next tuesday..
Grrr...

I had this ^dizziness since a month ago..but its not too bad.. I still can look at my lappy screen..but now..
I cant see..i mean LOOK at my lappy screen at all! Daiyeemm..!

I will feel so dizzy that make me wanna puke.. It attacked my eyes so badly..now i will get headache even if i am in a bright place.. Huhu :'(

So i went to see doctors on last friday.. The doctor said it could happen because of many factors..
1. Maybe it's just a normal headache
2. Maybe it is a migraine
3. Maybe because of light glares
4. Lastly maybe because of sinus

So the doctor gave me painkiller to test whether it is a normal headache.. I ate the painkiller..but the pain came back..then the doctor asked me to test the migraine pill to see whether it is worked.. If not..i wil have to go to the hospital to check if there is something wrong with my head..

Alhamdulillah..i feel so much better after taking the migraine pills.. But i still cannot look at the screen.. Not even tika lappy.. Huhu..i mish my lappy.. :'(

How am i going to study computer programming and worse..today is AUTOCAD exam..i didnt open my lappy at all..i only study the theory..no practical at all.. Hopefully i will be fine answering all the question..insyaallah..
Luckily i had done my notes..i will be depending on my notes only.. Huhu

I had to check my eyes when im back in kl soon.. It Could be of light glares too.. =/

That is why i am posting using my phone..even though i cant look at my phone's screen too.. Huhu..
Doakan qidd sembuh cepat keyh :'(

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it will rain baby :'(

2012-01-02T15:09:00.004+08:00

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

:'(

~mengalah tidak bermakna kita kalah~

that's what we call SAHABAT :)

2012-01-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

i only want to show u gice how important

SAHABAT is..

for me sahabat means a lot than kawan

there are slightly difference between these two words

sahabat are like true, fine, real friend

that will never put me down..

always come up with all the backup plans

for my imperfect life..

always cheers me up when i feel like

i am the super worst human ever exist

*hyperbola

kawan are more like friends that you added in facebook

myspace

frenster

*wujud lagi ke?

or follow them from twitter..

they come and go

they only 'LIKE' our status but never know the true story

behind it

ok done for the mukadimah

i had a long girl talk last night

not really a talk..i didnt heard her voice

we just chit chatting through my dusty YM

she tell her story

all her feeling..

her devastated feeling..

anger

sad

happy

i can feel her tolerance..

she is sad with everything

she was a strong person

she build the protection wall so high

until someone ruined everything

dont give up..u gotta be totally strong

to get through all this

be patient keyh my dear

the sun will come out after the rain

may u will be the happiest person to see the sunshine

and hope for the rainbow too!

:')

yeah i did shared my story too..

my dad..my family

ayah is unwell right now

:'(

someone that i love so much trying to

be away from me

*keras hati

:'(

then there goes my tears

falling down my cheek again

its totally sad that u have to get through

everything ALONE

luckily i still have someone called

SAHABAT

thanx so much my dear..

it means a lot to me..

i really wish i could hug u right now..

:')

fyi syg..i already forgive u..

i mean it that day

even it is hard :'(

but kalau nak terus keras hati..

silakan la..

merajuk la atas kesalahan sendiri

forgive me for the rojak title and isi cerita

*yeah.. i did it again..

not a good ending of 2011

2012-01-01T11:18:00.001+08:00

first of all..

happy new year everybody :)

welcome 2012

may this year much more better than last year

may this year bring all the happiness and joy to everybody

insyaAllah :)

ok..i made my new year resolutions

for the very first time in my life

before this i never thought of having new year resolutions

but this year i feel like i had been

called to make it

but..

.....

i decided to keep it as secret

*teheee

so only i know whether it is accomplished or halfway done

or never do at the end of this year

insyaAllah i will make it!

chaiyook Qidd!

hee..

guess what..

i still have my bruises from last year

T__T

hebat kan..da setahun berlalu..

*cewaah

bahaha.. actually i tumbled from a chair yesterday

*pathetic and embarrassing moment for the last day of 2011!

itulah.. siapa suruh xduduk diam kan..kan da jatuh

*Tika, shuddup! i know u are laughing about this

over and over again..

i tumbled into a drain..i tumbled from a chair..

and it left bruisesssssss all over my leg..

daiyemm!

and it painful too..

huhuhu..

i guess it is not a good ending of 2011..

hheeee

moral of the story : dengar cakap

tika..duduk diam2 atas kerusi..

jangan nak jadi childish sangat!

good bye 2011 :')

2011-12-29T14:52:00.001+08:00

its out of my expectation

we already in the end of 2011

few more days we will be welcoming 2012

there are a lot memories in 2011

i have been through ups and downs

happy and sad moments

hard and easy parts of my life

starting in January..

my mom was already admitted in the hospital

and my asasi final was just around the corner at that time

ibu pown time tuh macam da nak sembuh

she can walk a lil bit

it gave us hope and dream that

she will recover and come home..

then in February..

it was a SAD sad SAD month of my entire life

ibu left us..on 7th of February

:'(

everybody was mourning for the lost

the lost of our great mother..

nobody could ever replace her place

al - Fatihah :'(

March..

i can say that it was totally messed

and disaster!

i had my final exam..

it was hard for ayah to handle everything in once

makan minum terabur..

rumah sangat la bersepah..

i only think about finishing my final as soon as possible

go home and manage the house

April came..

i was replacing my mom place

i did the cleaning

laundry

taking care of my little sisters

checking out all their homework

cooking

i did the cooking everyday..

yes.. i NEVER cook before this

but since that.. i learn how to cook

siang ikan..basuh ayam

google-ing for recipe

i went to my neighbor house

ask them how to cook this..cook that..

and not to forget..

i woke up early in the morning everyday

just to go to the market!

i am totally a housewife..

T__T

when in May..

i guess everything went to normal back..

house is clean

and i am an expert housewife..

*proud =D

ayah renovate our house

just to fulfil my mom dream

and i also

went to Hat Yai, Thailand with my family

and my Superhuman too :)

ouh yea..we celebrate baby's burfday and congrats her

for her good achievement in study

1st place in her class :')

June..June..June..

its school holiday :)

i went to Gambang,Kuantan

holiday with my Superhuman and friends

it was a wonderful moment

time to relax..after all day being a housewife

tehee =D

then July followed..

my father remarried

new family members

i got two 'instant' sisters

i am no longer do the household work..

hee =D

finally..

i can sleep in the middle of the night..

wake up in afternoon..

i get my life back..

^^,

we meet August then..

its Ramadhan..

a blissful and bless month

alhamdulillah.. everything went as good as before

:')

September!

ok..my birthday..

its Raya

and my degree started in UTM..

its totally a sweet month i guess..

my Superhuman proposed me

awww..*gedik kejap!

hee =D

life in UTM..so far sangat awhsomee =D

next is October

hmm.. i went to Kuching, Sarawak.

just for holiday :)

ayam penyet kat sane sangat sedap!

November came after October..

life just getting busier in UTM..

assignment piled up

plus

field works that totally frustrating

i meet Mama Teh..

my Superhuman 's aunt ..

i spend most of my weekend at her house

since my Superhuman spent his holiday in Johor

i had the chance to pusing2 Johor

boleh kate semua shopping complex kat

Johor nie i da pegy :)

luckily i didnt bring my passport..

if not, for sure i da visit Singapore!

finally December :)

dapat balik rumah setelah lame gile x balik rumah :)

i miss my family..

i miss my room..

i miss my house :')

now its study leave..

final exam in next month..

all the best for me..

and everyone else in my class

1SGHU <3

after i have been through all the days in 2011

*almost all!

i am so GRATEFUL

praise to Allah

Alhamdulillah..

i am a stronger person

allah would not test his servant more than their ability

i will make my new year's resolution in my next post

*for the first time of my life!

insyaallah :)

yes Qidd :)

trip :)

2011-12-27T15:54:00.001+08:00

aaaarrrggghhh..

im tired..damn tired man..

a few days ago our class went to

KUALA LUMPUR

for a class trip

yeah.. its like ME going back HOME

for awhile..

yeah even just for awhile

it does mean a lot to me :')

so lets story a lil bit about our trip..

we reached JUPEM around 2pm

we heard about surveying and all the process

of map making.

i also had given a chance to wear a spectacle

that worth thousand ringgit..

*kalah spec gucci or LV ko nyah!

the only specialty of that spectacle is to see a 3D map

ok? ONLY TO SEE A 3D MAP..

done.. then the next day we went to

Pusat Hidrografi Nasional (TLDM)

it was a great moment

this time we watched how they make navigation map of the sea

around Malaysia

it was totally differ from JUPEM

because JUPEM is all about land while

PHN related to the bodies of water.

then we went to JURUKUR PERUNDING SERVICES

SDN. BHD.

located in Puchong

it is a private company

we ate a lot..

*haha

we were exposed to the works of surveyor

under non government company

on the last day, we went to PUTRAJAYA

MacGDI

Malaysian Center for Geospatial Data Infrastucture

it was cool

*sort of!

i am sleepy that day..so i dont give a damn attention

to what she,she,she and he talked about

*PEACE!

haha.. i did meet my superhuman

through all the trip days

thanx so much hubby..

i had to drag him to KL just to be with me..

and he did accompanied me to go back to Skudai yesterday

aww.. thanx so much :')

roommate terchenta :)

i found my lucky star :)

but hubby da balek KL da hari ni..

*sob sob..

take care keyh superhuman ..

and happy anniversarry sayang :')

i meet my beloved sisters and my father

sorry for the messy :D

im worried about my dad

huhu..

:'(

may Allah always by his side..

he cried when i told her i had to go back to skudai

i always pray that he will have all the strength to get trough

his life

without ibu :'(

it is tougher than what you think..harder than what you see..

painful than what i had to bear all this time

be strong ayah..

ini semua ujian dari Allah :'(

2011-12-19T17:01:00.001+08:00

i had spent the whole weekend with my superhuman

he did accompanied me studying for today test

thanx so much.. i really appreciate it hubby <3

then i received call from my darlink yushie

ok.. i totally mish u darl

its a relieved to hear that u are fine..and much more better

pompuan tuh nak kene panah petir ape asyik buat darlink i sedih2 jew

i really hope that SHE ( you-know-who) will be blessed and get the

hidayah from Allah someday.

InsyaAllah

i believe SHE will changed someday ok darl?

im gonna meet you soon.. cant wait!

=')

yeah..i forgot..

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY alang :)

10 years old :)

i mish my sista :')

finally, i would like to re-comment for my last post..

for those who are still angry at me..

i am so sowrie gice

im just stating my very own opinion

in my own blog

nobody perfect in this world

tidak semestinya orang yang membuat dosa,tidak boleh menegur orang lain

yang sedang berbuat dosa.

but still im trying to improve myself to be a better person

thanx for the maki hamun
and embarrass me to the whole class
i guess that is not the right way too
but i malas nak layan benda2 childish and immature
peace, no war ok bro
(^^,)Y

can u sign my attendance?

2011-12-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

okeyh.. i have no idea how to start this entry..

i am terribly

SHOCK

DISAPPOINTED

PISS-OFF!

its totally unfair when u are blame for

someone else foolishness!

hello!

dont simply blame people.. cermin diri tu dulu la bro..

pandai pulak cakap

"ini bukan sekolah, ini universiti..fikirla macam orang yang da masuk universiti! "

first of all..

u pown budak universiti kan?

okeyh.. think like educated person la.. u know that it is

TOTALLY WRONG!

to ask someone to sign you attendance..

kalau tanye budak tadika pon tahu benda tu salah..

dah xpergi kelas tu dah la..xde sape kesah pasal kau

ini nak suruh orang lain sign kan apsal?

fine la.. i have no intention to get involve into this problem..

okeyh..then xkan la budak kelas yang lain nak diamkan je benda ini

xkan kami nak bersengkongkol dengan dosa kau tu..

so there are a few of our class member that had liquid their attendance

i am totally agree with their actions

kita yang bersusah payah pergi kelas, mereka2 senang2 jew nak dapat

attendance penuh..

FUCK LA WEYH!

then just now, they *orang yang x bertauliah tu* nak maki2

sampai nak bertumbuk-bertumbuk da kat orang yang liquid kan name dowang nie

and the besh phrases

"macam nie ke member?? korang susah..kiteowng tolong.. bile macam nie korang

bagi taik balik kat kami..ape nie??! "

durrrhh..get back to reality laa!

ko boleh tolong "liquid" kan dose kiteowang nanti di hari pengadilan

sebab same2 bersubahat dengan ko sekarang ni?

ko buat dose..orang lain plak yang kene tanggung..

u know what?

actually u gice are showing ur silliness, idiocy, or simple word

STUPIDITY!

this is not the way man..

u r grown up .. some of them already 22years old..

think la weyh!

think like university student..

please do some mind transformation..

and they also ask the "liquid-person" to ask for forgiveness

whatintheworldisthat???!!!

sedar weyyyhh.. u gice nak bangge sangat dgn dose yang korang buat nie

ape hal..

ego plak tuh xnak same2 minx maaf..

this is what we call

BODOH SOMBONG!

manusia manusia..

aish..

what a shame..

we live in a country that are multi races..

cant u think what other races will think about u when

they see something like this..

malay-malay fighting over each other..

very embarassing!

haiiihh,,

im hope that u gice will realize which one is good

and which one is bad..

i am sowrie if my entry contain so many harsh words..

#marah tahap gaban!

heee..

ODC

2011-12-06T23:02:00.001+08:00

hey there..

fuhhhhhhhh!

i am terribly tired right now..

so much things happened for the past week..

i am so busy with the

Open Day College 11

its our very last program under K11

starting this december..

No more K11

:'(

its a very sad moment

our college is now combining with Kolej Tun Dr. Ismail

so we all do our besh for this program.

*even i had skipped a lot of meetings

heeee..still.. i did some help..

*some only eh..

i was assigned under the Publicity Unit

so i went to all other 15 colleges just to promote our program

and it was fun and tired too..

so here are some of the pictures!

then today.. alhamdulillah..

i managed to complete my fasting day of awal muharram

9th and 10th of muharram

even i had to get through so many challenges

*haish..

still...alhamdulillah :')

and lastly..

please please please

NURUL AQIDAH ZAINI

please

be strong..

dun wanna waste my tears anymore..

u gotta be strong..

wish u can understand me better

wish i am a better person for u..

wish that this thing never happen

i mish u

:'(

awhsomeness of u :D

2011-11-29T15:34:00.001+08:00

Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn part 1

damn!

i cant picture how my feeling towards that movie..

it was great and i can say that im satisfied with Bill Condon

as the director of part 1and part 2 of this movie

almost 70% of the book was in the movie..

something that i can be impressed of

*compare to New Moon and Eclipse !

but still there are parts that are cut-slash-censored for the Malaysian viewer..

wth?

neeh..i watched the full movie already :D

*whoot whoot ,^^

ok..just before the movie..about 8pm..

i was doing my work while listening to FLYfm

then there was a queued to sms for the breaking dawn soundtrack

so.. i put my luck for the contest

guess what?

i won that CD!!!!!!

hahaha*evil laugh

i didnt put any hope for the CD..since i have been trying

for ages!

so im like the happiest person for that night :D

*perasan sekejap!

i jumped..i rolled..i screamed..

heee :D

then my superhuman called me..

superhuman : baby, sepupu hubby nak jumpe baby kejap la malam nie.. nak pas name tag

yang baby nak tu..

Qidd : ouh.. ok.. suruh dye jumpa baby just before the movie la hubby..

superhuman : baby nak suruh dye tunggu kat mane?

Qidd : alang2 member2 baby nak g atm nie, suruh dye tunggu kat petronas jj la hubby..

superhuman : ok2..tadi baby ad beli tiket tok hubby x? hubby nak couple seat..

Qidd : hehe..ad sayang.. baby beli couple seat ag utk kite taw ^^,

superhuman : siyes baby?

Qidd : hehe..mane ad la hubby.. kenape nak beli tiket couple seat lak.. nty baby

duduk sowg2 jew kat seat tu..hubby bukan ad kat sini pown nak teman baby.

superhuman : yeke..hubby boleh jew nak fly ke JB malam nie nak teman baby tengok cite tu :)

Qidd : hehe..ye la sayanggg..

hehe.. then we all went out at 9pm..

as promises.. i waited for his cuzin at the petronas

i called my superhuman ..where is his cuzin because i cant see him

then i saw 1 gen2 car.. PIIIIINNNN!

why in the world that car honk me..plus the driver

keep looking at me..and smiling..

totally scary man..

then the driver get out from the car..

still smiling..

im dead! totally dead..this guy wanna kidnap me!

he open his spectacle..

dang!

how could i did not recognize that man..

my superhuman!

i ran to him..

*luckily i didnt hug him!

hehe.. i was shaking.. and terribly shocked..

and excessive happy too!

what a surprise..i thought he just saying that he wanna come to watch that movie with me..

aww..thanx so much hubby.. :')

it was so sweet..but im sowie..i didnt bought that ticket for you..

next time dun play2 with me okeyh ;)

and i am the person who cant stop smiling in that memorable night :')

i spent all the upcoming days with him until Monday..

i slept at his aunt's house

we do so much things together..

and his aunt is a nice person too

thanx for everything ma teh..

*for a while..i feel like home :)

and thanx for the present too hubby :')

happy anniversary hubby :D

1year and 8months ryte

baby ingat la anniversary kite ;)

formspring.me

2011-11-18T11:46:00.001+08:00

anything in your mind?? http://www.formspring.me/aqidahzaini

fever

2011-11-16T20:08:00.001+08:00

haa..ffuuuhhh..haaa...fuuuhh

*dup dap dup dap dup

omgeee

the BREAKING DAWN -P1

are coming out

SOON!

can u imagine that

i had been counting down to that movie since the last movie

*twilight saga : eclipse

now the movie is just around the corner

i had been following all the updates of the movie

downloading some of the soundtrack

re-read the book for about 3times

and i had watched the trailer for a million times

hahaha..

imma TWIHARDfan!

and seriously i cant wait for this movie..

i wish i could watch it on the day it is release in malaysia

and now my BD fever just getting high ;)

baby..stop staring at me *blushing

the honeymooner :D

cute alice excited bout the wedding dress :)

fall in love :)

2011-11-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

i dint fall in love with somebody

*again..

just fall in love with this song :)

THE HARDEST THING-TYLER WARD

Still framed photograph
Of you and me together
Is all I have of you and me
Anymore
We were so inlove and
We thought it would last forever
But we were torn
By the storms

Chorus:
And I won't forget you
I can't forget you
And the hardest thing I've done
Is how to live without you
And I wonder why
We both walked away
I'm lost without you
Still crazy for you
Just turn around come back
Because your smile is overdue
And I miss you

2nd verse:
If I only knew the words to say
That would make you turn around
I would say the words to you
More than a million times
It's been forever but that hasn't changed
What you mean to me
And darling can't you see?

I'm sorry for all I did
All I said
And
The things I hid
I'm finally over me
Is that too late for you?
I can't imagine where I'd be
If you had never rescued me
You showed me what it is
And now I see

and the chorus

*the most meaningful part

this part totally remind me of somebody

that i miss so much

but i already lost her

..forever..

just the thought of her can make me cry..

i miss my mother so much..

dear Allah.. do blessed my mother..

and put her among Your lover..

amiin ..

recite the al-Fatihah for my mother too..

and only Allah could repay all your good deeds :')

catching up!

2011-11-13T00:49:00.001+08:00

aww.. my dearie blog..

forgive mummy for abandoning you..

muahx :*

i am so busy. BUSY. busy.

seriously busy!

too much things to share with you..

yeah YOU out there!

life in UTM was so much awhsomeee

plus my course is ..

ermm.. i think the suitable words is ACTIVE

you gotta be seriously active here

or else you will be kick-out from 'kolej'

so lets me make a fast review for what i had done since my last update

i went for Geomatic Junior Camp (GJC) at Melaka

went for a holiday : Kuching

then the GEOFAM (geomatic family day)

busy with tests and all that assignments stuff

including my first practical test..setting up the theodolites

for god sake.. i never done that..

alhamdulillah.. i managed to do that test.. :D

then i went back home for aidiladha

spend my time with my baby <3

and lastly

now im sitting in front of my lappy

its almost 12hours i had been sitting here..

finishing all my assignments

and do my revision for the upcoming test

*this monday!

and also wednesday T__T

not to forget Thursday..

LOL..

and migraine is also attacking my brain ryte now

*great!

gotta sleep i guess.. pity my brain..

night peeps!

redo :)

2011-10-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

okeyhh..

last week our field work was a disaster

i dunno what in the world that we had measured

semua orang busy2 angkut equipment ke hulu ke hilir

but my group sempoi glew

the equipment stay in one place

haha

confirm2 salah !

then lecture had given us second chance to redo

our field work

so we did our best in measuring the distance

and also collecting the bearing of each point..

hopefully

our result are correct =/

so here's a lil bit snap here and there of our

field work =)

okeyh..baju tuh besar gilew T__T

Sr. Nurul Aqidah Zaini
insyaallah =)

done my field work.. bubye!

why are we lying to each other ?

2011-10-11T20:23:00.003+08:00

have u ever lied to someone?

dun tell u me that u never lie

its a ~~BULLSHIT~~

have u ever feel that u must tell a lie?

to avoid u from any major problem

to save urself from any "undesired activities"

ok well..

here's a thing..

actually im in this situation right now

somebody out there.. still mad at me cause i lied to that particular person

*sigh

the main reason i was lying to that particular person

because i dont wanna spoil our moment together

it was a sweet moment

then i dont wanna that particular person

to get mad at me because

i was doing something that particular person doesnt like it at all

but i have to do it

if not

i wont get any new information

*sigh

whatapatheticlife!

so now.. i have no idea to clear all this back

T___T

HELP ME!

*screams my lung out

urrgghhhh..

to that particular person

forgive me

really

have to do it

for someone out there?

2011-10-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

adele <3

2011-10-07T11:30:00.001+08:00

mownink. MOWNINK. mownink

selamat pagi cinta hati baby <3

muahx :*

*did i just bang my head on the wall?

neeehh.. i am very enthusiastic to go for

computer programming class

today..

and the ~~besh~~ damn thing ever happened this mownink was

OK GICE.ACTUALLY TODAY WE DIDNT HAVE ANY CLASS

BECAUSE I HAVE MEETING AT 8.30

SO I WILL JUST TAKE UR ATTENDANCE

AND I HAVE ONE TASK FOR YOU TO COMPLETE.

TERBAEEEEKKKKKK LA SIR!

and i am sleepy to wake up this mownink just to attend YOUR

class..

i repeat again

YOUR class..

ONLY!

urrhh.. memang redha sangat2 la kan..

T__T

and yesterday was a hectic day
its our first field work
sangat la exhausted

1st team to finish measuring the distance and bearing of the field
but my instinct said what we had done yesterday
was wrong!

*sebab tu la dapat habes awal kan =)

so get ready jew la kene repeat lagi project tuh next week =)

*no picture was taken because i forgot to bring my phone

ibu..

2011-10-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

i dreamed of my mother

she was holding my hand..

so tight

she bought me a white gown

so beautiful!

oh Allah.. how i miss that moments

that we always spend our time together

laughing together

i miss her hugs and kisses

I MISS MY MOTHER ='(

tempatkanlah bonda di sisi

orang yang beriman ya Allah.

silly !

2011-09-29T12:24:00.001+08:00

mownink peeps!

number of my assignments getting

higher everyday

*durh.. not even 1 i have start doing it

forget about the assignments

story of 1 bitch class of mine pown

didnt finish yet

that bitcha dont wanna put off the fight

who cares

i already stated in my fb status

~recall~

lets me make it clear for you.. i have no intention to hurt ur feeling.. im juz saying my very own opinion..and i din make it specific that i write the status for someone.. nyway.. i dun care whatever shit that u said to me.. u r forgiven.. and i wud like to apologize too if that status do hurt ur feeling.. and i never wanna have a fight with anyone here.. because i do know what is like to be a university student.. and i do have my own experience as a university student before i enter here.. so.. if u wanna go on saying bad things.. nvm.. i have no rights to shut ur mouth.. ~peace~
sincerely,
nurul aqidah zaini

for god sake.. i have NEVER EVER had that intention

but entahla

ape yang dye terase sangat pasal status i tuh pown

xtahu la

ramai jew yang same2 mengaku theyall do wear

baju2 yang ala2 nak pergi pavilion kan..

i pown huhuhaha jew ngn theyall..

no hard feeling pown

tapi mulut orang kan..

we have no rights to shut their mouth

for now.. i dah minx maaf if that status do hurt her feeling kan

but then nak ckp

best bitch win ok.big clap for me and big LOSER for them

OUHMYGOD!

she's a REAL bitch!

thank god she admit it..

sorry..but im not in ur list of bitchsss

i can clap my hand for ur success too..

u r the best bitch ever!

* so pathetic =')

and i would like to restated here

SORRY DOESNT MEAN

I AM A LOSER

*Qidd think that u are never a competitor to her..

i am so sorry sebab u terase sangat dengan status i :)

plus dont be so proud of where you come from

i was born in kuala lumpur too

my parents pown pure kl gak

our ic share the same id code for kl okeyh?

durrhh..

silly sangat nak gado pasal benda nie

sape yg CHILDISH pown i xtawu la =)

7 days after my birthday :)

2011-09-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

"7 days after my birthday "

15 sept 2011

i woke up and realize that

I am 9teen years old

alhamdulillah..im still breathing

still have the chance

to see the awh-some world

syukur sangat-sangat ke hadrat Ilahi

:')

thanx to ayah and ibu

who raise me up

till im this big n healthy :D

thanx to my family

for all your loves and careness

thanx to my dearie hubby

who always gives me all the loves and sweet momments

thanx to my beloved friends

i really2 appreciate all the wishes

:')

and my classmate too..

who sang happy burfday song

for about 6 times :P

and everything that happened on that day was a blessed

16 sept 2011

this day was the happiest day in my life

i have been proposed by

Muhammad Syazwan Zan

:')

and all the propose thingy

was so sweet

necklace to replace the ring
since i hate ring!

17 sept 2011

i am already in kuala lumpur

reaching home safely

plus it was my first time using the express bus!

haha.. almaklumlah.. dulu uitm dekat jew

dengan rumah..

every week my father will come and get me ;)

we baked 3 choc cakes on that day

together with my bie..along..iman..meme

then later that night.. we made dadih

for the open house

18 sept 2011

our open house

i woke up early to help mama set up the house

clean here and there

prepare the foods also

but im really sorry because i didnt invite any

any of my friends

seriously i didnt mean that i forgot u gice

i have to go to skudai back quite early that day

but the best thing before i went back

ayah and mama bought me and iman

birthday cake

ice cream cake from baskin robin :D

one moment with u

so i guess thats all for the highlight

the rest of the week just the ordinary days

except 2 days ago..

there was a lil misunderstanding between me and my classmate

hope that she forgive me..

i didnt mean anything bad for her =P

need u :'(

2011-09-20T02:07:00.002+08:00

sygg..

please be with me tonight

:'(

how could u let the tears run down easily

:'(

mush up!

2011-09-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

dear peeps..

aiyemmbackk!

siyesli i mish my blog so damn ~~fucking~~ much..

hehehe

banyak gilew bnda nak cite..

pasal raye.. *dah basi sgt ke nak cite?

pasal minggu transformasi UTM *hampir basi!

pasal 1st class * suam2 kuku ag ;)

its ok..i will tell u everything..but just a brief story la

first of all

salam aidilfitri buat semua umat islam

heee..still raya ag kann??

i nak mintak maap kat uolls if i ade buwat salah kat uolls

la kan..

maaf dipinta dari setiap kslahan yang dibuat :)

ok..this raye was my first raye at perak

before this i celebrated raye only in kuala lumpur

since both of my parents origin from kl

perak kampung my step mother la..

raya 2011
i wish ibu was there :'(

so raye in perak wasnt so bad..

it was kinda weird for me

kenal ngn sedara2 baru..

meeting new people..new environment..

then friday morning

our family went to melaka

raya uma moyang..

she a lil bit not feeling very well

i pray she will get well soon..amiin :')

that evening we went straight to skudai

because my registration day was on the saturday

on saturday..

it was the registration day

big day!

alhamdulillah..everything was smooth n fine..

3rd floor, door :11

okeyh? ;)

so here is my lovely red bed

my table and also the cupboard

view from my room..wasnt so great as the view from puncak alam ;P

pichas :)

maka bermulalah minggu transformasi mahasiswa 2011/2012

overall the transformations week was so much fun

im glad that our crew was very supportive

sporting glew

cool sgt2 :)

we went to the observatory

it was located on top of a hill..

balai cerap tuh dulu digunakan sebagai fakulti i

utk mencerap galaksi la

then pihak agama islam pown meggunakan nya sebagai

salah satu tempat untuk melihat anak bulan satu masa dahulu

but now they didnt use it anymore

plus it was damn far from other faculty

and not to forget it was located on top of the hill!

view from the observatory.. this is UTM Skudai :)

then ade activity cheer from kolej2..

and i am proud to say that i am from

KOLEJ 11

haha..nak tawu kenape yang eden banggo sangat nie?

sebab cheer kami sangat la bersemangat n

i can say that other kolej kinda "gerun"

skit la klo bab cheer nie ngn kolej 11 ;)

pastuh ade sukan antara kolej

even though kolej 11 didnt win any game

but im still proud with all the players

they all had tried all their best!

the red head : kolej 11

net ball

abg crew group i

footballers

maskot kami

frisbee

not to forget..

malam kebudayaan

perrrhh..gilew superb la semua yang terlibat malam tuh

it was fascinating night

awhsomeee!

but no picture was taken due to too much of amazing moment

that make my jaw drop :P

then the final day..

hari berbasikal sekitar utm

hehe.. even though freshie x terlibat pown..

but we had to give support :)

final words : meet my new friends!

my roomate :tiq aka tipah

tasha aka kak jah

eka aka joy atau joyah

abg palapes @ crew kami

kesengalan terserlah

cool crew!

outing tyme!

Postpone..

2011-09-05T09:15:00.001+08:00

Peeps!
Blog will be update soon..
* hard 2 find internet access here!

Posted from UTM Skudai :)

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Dugaan Mu..

2011-08-25T06:43:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ya Allah ya tuhanku.. Yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang..

Aku panjatkan doa ku padaMu ya Allah dengan hati yang penuh ikhlas..
Di bulan yang penuh kemuliaan ini..
Aku memohon semoga Kau berikanlah kekuatan..ketabahan pada kami seisi keluarga..dalam menempuh segala dugaan dan rintangan yang telah Kau berikan pada kami ini..

Kau kuatkan la semangat ayahanda ku.. Berikan dia kesihatan yang terbaik.. Panjangkan la umurnya.. Dan aku merayu pada Mu tuhan yang maha agung.. Tabahkan lah hati nya ya Allah.. Tabahkan lah hati nya ya Allah.. Tabahkan lah hati nya ya Allah.. :'(
Janganlah Kau buat hati nya kecewa.. Aku tidak sanggup melihat air matanya bercucuran lagi.. Sesungguhnya..aku amat menyayangi insan yang telah banyak berkorban untuk diriku ini ya Allah..
:'(

Allahuakbar.. :'(
Kepada adik-adik ku.. Berikan mereka kelancaran hidup.. Permudahkan lah segala urusan mereka.. Berikan juga kebijaksanaan dan kepintaran kepada mereka dalam menangani segala rintangan ini ya Allah..
Tetapkan iman mereka kepada Mu selalu.. :'(

Amin ya rabbal a'lamin.. :'(

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bad habit!

2011-08-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

im juz realized that i have this habit

CLENCHING MY TEETH

perhhh.. i baru perasan yang i memang suka ketap gigi!
i mean something like u are biting something so hard

and now my habit make my gum cannot stand anymore

it hurts my gum

huhu.. i cant stop clenching my teeth

i will clench if i feel cold..stress..

and even when im watching my favourite show

i will realize that im clenching my teeth when

suddenly my gums are in pain

no wonder la my gum bengkak kn..

;(

plus my jaw really2 in pain too

this habit is causing me headache now!

cik naniii.. nak buwat appointment with your dentist boleh ka?

heee :D

and i found this article :/

Clenching your teeth may seem like a minor problem. However, it can lead to headaches and even damaged teeth. Regular dental care is essential for the diagnosis and treatment of teeth clenching. The following article will discuss how to stop yourself from clenching your teeth.

Difficulty:: Moderately Easy

Instructions

Mouth guard

- 1
  Learn to relax. Many people grind their teeth because they are stressed. You may be able to lessen or prevent your teeth grinding by using relaxation techniques such as yoga, stretching or exercise.
- 2
  Go to the dentist. Your dentist may be able to provide you with a mouth guard or appliance to prevent you from grinding your teeth. These are especially helpful while you are sleeping. Your dentist can custom-fit your guard or appliance to your mouth.
- 3
  Ask your dentist about corrective measures. Teeth grinding may be associated with dental-related problems. Your dentist may need to place crowns on your teeth or correct misaligned teeth.
- 4
  Try behavior therapy. This will entail practicing proper jaw positioning. Focus on placing the tip of your tongue on the roof of your mouth with your lips closed.

...

2011-08-23T02:34:00.001+08:00

when i am sleeping.. Then suddenly my phone ringing.. I look at my phone.. Slide to unlock.. The text message icon blinking.. *dup dap dup
I Click on the icon..

"i mish u so muc.. Nape xbangun
ag nie huny.. :/ "
-superhuman-

That is the best message i have ever received from u.. It makes me smile so hard like crazy.. It feels like that smile could tear my face into two :)
How i miss that momment so much..
Waking up with the feel like u are so close to me.. :'(
Good night syg..

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happy burfday ayah :)

2011-08-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

happy born day ayah!

:')

alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Ilahi

my father is still here with me

by my side

be the most loyal person in this world

to all his children

akak doakan semoga ayah dipanjangkan umur

dimurahkan rezeki

dikurniakan kesihatan yang baek

dan baek segala2 nya

so on 20th of august

we went to Seri Pacific Hotel

untuk berbuka puasa

and also to celebrate my father's birthday

*even though that day is not his birthday yet

heee :D

so the foods were fahbulous!

meriahuolls..

hehe.. a lots of choices..

from western to sushi

everything was awesome

not to forget the dessert too !

hehe

and surprise for my dad too!

hehe.. but the cake my brother only bought it yesterday

"indulgences"

* everyone favs

so have a blast happy birthday ayah

love u forever <3

counting for the registration day!

fever :(

2011-08-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

salam ramadhan

its been 15 days we all have been fasting

for the holy month of ramadhan

alhamdulillah

:')

and i pown agak busy bulan nie.. settlekan segala borang2

plus all the preparation for the registration day

actually banyak lagi yang xsettlenya pown

hari tuh jew brape kali da turun naek pejabat uitm shah alam

nak collect transkrip punya pasal

after this i wanna complete all my forms

go for medical check up

then maybe relax sikit la kowt

so far mood nak raye memang xde

macam empty glew jew raye tahun nie

T__T

missing my mom so much

:'(

raya pown 4 ari jew

thinking of study..

huh~

im going to be alone again

so far away

hate to be all alone!

*hope that 4 years will fly asap!

im sick

fever + flu + sore throat (critical) + cough

i think the main reason why i am so sick this week

*jengjengjeng

new tooths are coming out!

*dun laugh T__T

3 batang gigi geraham baru nak tumbuh

pathetic kan

da tua2 nie gigi baru nak tumbuh

still.. damn hurt!

gusi bengkak jew ..

bile i cerita kat orang,

mereka xnak percaya

kate i merepek

tengok la sendiri.. huhuhu..

*such a baby!

;(

nak promote :)

2011-08-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

okeyh.. i miss my big red lappy..

its been ages i didnt open it

aww... red baby.. mumy mish u so much okeyh :')

heee :D

so lets go to the point of my mission today

yeayy..!!

since i pown memang suke pakai contact lense

yg kale2 gitu

so today i would like to promote

this particular brand of contact lens that i used to wear..

so far i am happy to use this brand..

GEO lense

and sometimes i used Dueba lense

just click on the banner above to see more details..

for raya promotions :

all lenses are RM25 per pair and postage included!

lai..lai.. so lets make your order people!

;)

2011-08-08T02:20:00.001+08:00

i hate to cry..
seriously hate it..
crying just make my chest feel so much pain..
i mean physical pain.. :'(
why cant i have one night without any tears?? knape erh u msti wat i mcm nie.. huhu.. knape nk saketkn i..
tolong la u..
i mish u so damn freaking much..
i rly mean it when i put tiz :'(
tears are running down every single night.. :'(
i wish u cud understand it.. huh~

ibu.. imy :'(

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Dua kali talkin..

2011-08-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

Dua kali talkin bergema..
Dua kali lelaki itu menangis..
Dua kali lelaki itu menanggung keperitan sendirian..

Alangkah baeknya jika aku dapat tenangkan lelaki itu..
Alangkah baeknya..

Moga roh nenda ku dicucuri rahmat Mu di bulan yang mulia ini..
Moga roh bonda ku sejahtera hendaknya..
Moga lelaki itu teguh iman dan semangatnya menempuhi dugaan mu ya Allah..

Amin ya rabbal a'lamin..

~al fatihah buat nenda yang telah pergi menghadap ilahi malam semalam..~

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its a heart warming story ..

2011-07-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

Last night i watched one heart warming story.. Its sad.. I did cried a lil bit.. *BOOO!plus the story involved the hospital environment..

*imma a lil bit sensitive when it comes about the hospital!
Its about a girl who having cancer.. She get through her life with full suppot from her family especially from her mother.. Her put mother put away her career, marriage and sometimes other family member just to take care the sick-slash-dying daughter.. She also has another daughter who was brought into this world just to be the donor.. To her own sister.. So the climax of the story is when the eleven years old daughter * not the sick one filed a case to her own mother.. To get her medical protection from the court.. Because since she was born, everything that her sister needs to survive will be donored by her.. So now her sisters need kidneys.. She against her mother will to protect herself..

Ok.. If i stop the story right here.. Do u think the girl will win the case? What do you think about that girl? Does she a selfish person? From my personal opinion, the gurl have the rights to live and to choose or not to donate.. Since shes only eleven, so her mother was using her to help her sister.. It was unfair.. Totally unfair for me.. Why dont her mother looked for another donor? Doesnt she love her another daughter? Im not saying her mother is a bad person.. She has to do everythig that she can to help her daughter.. :(

Ok part two of the story..
Actually the court case was setup by her dying sister.. The dying sister gave all the informations, support to her lil sis.. She dont want her family to be apart just because of her.. Her parents now divorced, her brother who having disleksia doenst get the attention.. She realized that she took all the attention from her mom.. In the end, she died while hugging her mother.. :'(

At least when shes dying, she still can speak.. Can smile for the others.. Giving the others some last words.. That could be useful.. But sadly not me.. Why my mom left me without any last word.. Without any one last smile for me.. I am there for two days accompany her * before she got into ICU
And she didnt say anything.. :'(
I am totally miss my mom ryte now.. I want her so badly.. I mish her hug, her kiss.. I wish i could rewind the time when she still here with me.. :'(

I did not have any regret towards her.. I know i have been a good girl.. A good daughter.. Someone that she proud to say.. "macam tu lah anak ibu.. Pandai.." :')
That was the phrase that she said when she looked at my final sem1 result :)

I dunno the point of this post is about the daughter or the mother.. But all i can say.. Treat everybody equally.. And please.. Please.. Love your mother while you can.. Hug and tell her that you love her each and everyday of your life.. Be thankful to Allah that you still have your mother.. And do appreciate her . :')

oh-em-geee !

2011-07-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

yeaaayyy!!!

the movie is coming out

ouh yeah babeyy!

cant wait to see u again

:')

heeee :D

happy to know that my <3

will finally show up in his new movie

ABDUCTION

yea i know it will be in september

about 2 months to go

but this movie will reduces the waiting-slash-missing pain for

him in the breaking dawn part 1

gonna watch this movie soon :) :)

heyy sayanggg..

senyum sikit boleyh?

awww~

too cute..

the others will fall for you too then

gimme one nice and warm smile okeyh?

there you go :)

lebiu sayanggg :P

hahahaha :) :)

awak...

2011-07-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

awak..

*awak tahu awak sape

saya minx maaf

saya betol2 mintak maaf

yerr.. saya x tido lagi mase ni

walaupun saya cakap saya nak tido

saya xberniat nak tipu

tapi saya xboleh nak lelapkan mata

dengan perkara macam ini

saya x boleyh nak text awak lagi

mungkin menganggu awak tengah2 malam

moga dibuai mimpi indah

lagi satu

saya cakap thanx bukan sebab

saya nak perli awak

xterlintas pon

dan saya bukanlah orang yang kejam sangat

saya berterima kasih sebab awak

sudi nak terima saya lagi

banyak sangat kekurangan diri saya ini

moga saya menjadi insan yang sempurna

di mata awak satu masa nanty

awak

terima kasih untuk segalanya hari ini

:'(

owhsem :0

2011-07-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

she's 3 years old

her fav song is ring ding dong

owhsem..

*nanty qaseh menari untuk kakak lagi erk *wink!

alhamdulillah :)

2011-07-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah

upu result dah pon keluar tadi

i pon buject tamo tengok awal2 laa

konon nk kasi tambah perasaan nebes tuh

then i pergi la masak untuk makan tengah hari

memang x tenang gilew la masak

dok pikir mane la upu nie nak campak i kali nie

last2 pukul 12.30

bukak pc ayah, taip upu

page tu jam gilew la

try banyak kali pown xlepas2

fed up!

bukak fb, intai2 page2 mane yang ad letak link untuk check

heee

then i got it!

something yang x dijangka berlaku

UTM???

its my 3rd choice kowt

and again its engineering!

ok.. my 1st n 2nd choice bukanlah eng course

i put more hopes in these two options

i think im not born to be an engineer..

never!

but still..

alhamdulillah

masih lagi ada peluang dan ruang untuk i sambung belajar

plus this course its quite interesting =)

so i did some research before i choose this course

wanna noe?

here u are..

*too many people ask me about this course!

"geomatics consist of land surveying, satellite imaging, GPS etc. In a nutshell, Geomatics or GIS, ni kerjanya untuk collect spatial data. Dengar macam sikit, tapi spatial data ni complicated, tak macam database company jual kereta sebagai contoh. Antara contoh spatial data, yang mudah seperti elevations on a certain area, data macam ini boleh di represent as contours line atau dengan 3D. Data yang 'UP' sikit mungkin seperti precipitation vs evaporation distribution over a land. Skop pekerjaan IMHO, luas juga, dari duduk mengadap computer sampai kerja bawah matahari. Gadget-gadget yang digunakan dalam geomatics selalunya sangat fancy, barang paling fancy orang geomatics handle, mungkin satellite itself kot, but itu depends la kan kat mana you kerja. Nak kerja apa? paling 'koman' pun surveyor la (which is quite ok jugakla walaupon bekerja dibawah matahari most of the day). kalo dapat project mapping area shoreline atau hutan chances boleh pandu kapal terbang sendiri. Data-data Geomatics/GIS sangat penting antaranya dalam construction, nak buka kawasan penempatan baru, buat bangunan jalan dan sebagainya. Maklumat seperti elevation tanah penting untuk calculate kos dan phase meratakan tanah untuk construction. Data seperti rainfall/runoff distribution sangat penting untuk meteorology, hydrology dan construction, nak determine kawasan tadahan hujan untuk direzabkan, untuk design dam, stormwater discharge etc. Data ini juga sangat penting untuk research seperti Global warming. Infos on temp, rainfall, aerosol GreenHouse gasses distribution diperlukan untuk melihat impact climate change on an area. Dalam Law pon spatial data juga sangat diperlukan esp dalam isu tanah. Google Mapsdan Google earth adalah satu contoh Geomatics practice. Maklumat untuk navigation juga adalah contoh spatial data. Contoh paling senang GPS. Maklumat dari GPS dan spatial data lain juga penting dalam ketenteraan, untuk menyusun strategy, espionage dan sebagainya. Bidang Business/marketing juga menggunakan info yang sama. Contoh obvious mungkin bidang hartanah dll. The good things about Geomatics, ramai orang x tau ada such courses, walhal keperluan dia pada hemat saya sama penting seperti kerjaya lain."

so thats how it works.. sounds interesting ryte?

hopefully i am strong enough to follow this course

and there must be reasons why allah give me

this opportunity

alhamdulillah =)

lupr nak bagi taw :)

2011-07-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

finally

I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS 3D

hahahahahaha

*evil laugh!

thanx bie =D

totally enjoy this movie :) :)

i went out from my house around 2pm.. reached Pavilion around 2.15

bought 2 tickets and trus masuk panggung

2.30 ny movie :)

terbaeeekkk.. no need to queue at all ;)

story of the wedding :)

2011-07-08T12:59:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah

sumenya berjalan dengan lancar

everything was perfect

on that day

with a single utterance

my father was officially married to mama :)

i am so happy for them

may they live happily ever after

may Allah bless our family

so let me share few pictures that was taken on that day

pic wif my brother :)

meet my new family :)

new siblings :)

lil girl name qalesya

i just love tis pic :)

its getting near!

2011-07-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

its getting near

and im the one who freak out ryte now

dayyem

chill chill

/__\

hmmm..

so as i promise

my father punye akad nikah will be on 4th of july

pas asar

then kenduri will be held on 9th of july

at my home

around afternoon i guess

so u are cordially invited

more info, juz text me okeyh :)

hmmm.. what else?

haaa... saye rindu bff saye :/

i will call her <3

then..

yeahh. i mish my abg gemok too :(

why johor??

jauh nyy :(

missing u too much oredy

*__*

2011-06-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

i went to melaka yesterday

visit my great grand mother

alhamdulillah, she's fine

even though she's not as strong as before

still.. praise to allah

i went there to send all my my mom clothes

i only keep some of them

yang len, i sedekah kan kat owang

i slept with my moyang *i called her nek nyang

agak lame la xbalik melaka

plus ayah pown nak menjemput orang2 kampung

ke kenduri kami yg x lame ag nie..

i da lame x tido kg

perhhhh... bapak la sejukk..

meringkuk2 da tido

mengalahkan org pkai air-cond

heeee :p

kampung moment : END

now..

for god sake..

i want to go for a movie

siyesli want it!

TRANSFORMERS : DARK OF THE MOON

its not out yet

but i really9999999999999 wanna watch that movie

unfortunately,

I'M BROKE!

haha..yeap babes

saye da pokai..poket da kering..

de sape2 x wanna treat me a movie?

3D maybe? ;)

*demand tinggi!

i have to tell you :)

2011-06-23T18:35:00.001+08:00

hmmm... how im gonna tell you this..

i dunno where to start..

but still

i must tell you..

*is it a must??

dunno larw..

alaa.. later on people will noe about that what..

but i think if i tell you

it will be more appropriate manner la..

okeyh2..

fuuuuuuh!

MY FATHER IS GETTING MARRIED!

shud i repeat that statement??
* you can just read the statement again and again if u want ;)

i have been told about the news that he's getting married

a long time ago

very long time ago!

*bukan pagi nie erh i taw pasal nie..

cume tamo la nak kecoh sangat kat belog

because things are not confirm yet

and now it is CONFIRM!

1ST IMPRESSION

surprised *of coz!

i noe and agak yakin my father will

get married

but i am surely did not expect that it will happen so soon!

but.. yeah..

as long he happy, so do i :)

2ND

i know her.. not too well

but i KNOW her

i know her since she finished her SPM

i know her family very well

her parents, her siblings

yeah.. she is close to our family

*bukan owang jauh laa

FEELING *mine

dunno how to describe

hmmmm... lets just say

I'M HEARTLESS

about this

*kenape yer jadi begitu?

saya sangat2 susah untuk percaya orang

should i believe her?

should i trust her to take care my family when im gone?

will i be fine with her?
arggghhh...

tamo pk.. but the questions keep running in my head like hell!

should i just give her chance to prove that she's gonna be fine with us??

=.='

but who cares about what im thinking..

i already approved the permission of my father to get married again

so let it be..

Majlis Akad Nikah will be held soon

*i'll tell you more about the date in my next post

i dunno what to call her..

heee :D

my father asked me to call her "mama"

errrr... it is sooooooo freaking weird for me

before this i call her "kakak"

shes not too old from me

about 6 to 7 years..

ouh.. forgot to tell you..

i will have step sisters too

two of them

the eldest is 3years old

and her sisters is about 1 year old

i rapat ngan yang 1st tu la

yg second tuh dye xnk ngn i

sadis tol

T__T

meet Qaseh :) *aww..im so in lurf with babies..

hehehe...i have no pictures taken with her sisters

*gonna be soon! and also her mama

meet my step mother :)

~~ad chance x i leyh dpt permission utk rmbut blond gak raye taun nie??~~

the court!

2011-06-21T01:58:00.001+08:00

polis : adek, adek saksi bagi kes nie kan? silekan masuk..

me : aah.. saye.. * then i walked ala2 miss world (T___T)

polis : terus masuk kandang saksi yerk.. angkat tangan kanan..

dan bacakn ikrar tuh..

me : ouh.. okeyh..

ehem2.. "bismillahirrahmannirrahim.. saya nurul aqidah binti zaini

bernombor kad pengenalan TUUUUUUUUTT! bersumpah

untuk memberi keterangan yang benar dan tiada yang lebih

benar melainkan yang benar belaka.

hakim : nama puan?

me : *tua sangat ke nak panggil puan T___T

nurul aqidah binti zaini

hakim : nombor kad pengenalan puan?

me : *puan ag..

TUUUUUUUUT!

hakim : tujuan datang ke sini puan?

me : *lantak la nak panggil puan pown

err... menjadi saksi kes nie??

hakim : apa hubungan puan dengan si pemohon?

me : anak.

hakim : puan ada berapa adik beradik?

me : empat.

hakim : namakan kesemua ny beserta umur..

me : * i sebut la sume name adek2 i..

hakim : apakah tuntutan yang mahu dikemukakan?

me : tuntutan harta.

hakim : harta siapa puan?

me : harta Norhayati binti Mohamed Ismail, ibu saya.

hakim : bila tarikh ibu puan meninggal?

me : * siyesli.. i egt2 lupe.. its my fav number in feb..

7 feb 2011.

hakim : si mati masih mempunyai ibu bapa?

me : tiada

hakim : tiada, kemane puan?

me : *aii.. sabo2..

sudah meninggal dunia.

hakim : baiklah..keputusan kes akan diberitahu pada hari Rabu, 22hb jun

tu jew kowt soklan2 yang hakim syariah tuh tanye..

heee :D

i pegi mahakamah syariah kuala lumpur this mownink..

7.30 am we already arrived there..

about 9am, bru pihak pendaftar sebut kes satu persatu.. and our case will be

at 11.30..

so we waited again..

around 11, we entered the hall.. and ade kes yang tengah berlangsung..

i think kes zina kowt.. and that couple da ade baby da pown skunk nie

mule2 macam excited la gak nak dengar pasal kes tuh.. lame2 jadi

bapak la bosan kowt..

the lawyer keep asking the witness same question.. and u noe what..

i sampai da hafal nama2 OKT kes tuh (OKT= orang kena tuduh)

siap ngn alamat, num ic dowg, tempat kejadian..

perhh,, da la pagi tuh bekpes nasik lmak.. memang mngantok gilew la tunggu..

last2 kes ditangguh ke bulan sept, 3hari berturut2.. dari pagi smpai petang

and i magine how they survive sitting in that daym hot hall *no air cond..pathetic!

listening to the same question.. repeating the same answer..

god.. for three days??! they must be joking..

i thought working as lawyer would be interesting..

my mom always want me to be a lawyer.. but neeehh..

gilew bosan doee..

for those who taking law..

yeah.. chayok babe and dude! u are strong people.. make sure hati korang

xcepat bosan mcm guwa!.. hahaha :p

Kuantan :)

2011-06-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

fuuuuuhhh... what a relieve...

alhamdulillah..

we finally made it

we were locked in our own house

and luckily iman realized that we couldnt open the front door

*klo x. xgi sekolah la gamakny sok pagi

i had to call bie

sama2 tolong ayah kopak pintu tuh

siyesli.. da mcm owang nak pecah masuk umah jew.. da la tengah2 malam

ish3..

and actually i had tonnes of stories

that i would lurf to share with u gice here

and i promise to share the stories about my last vacation

but..

hmmm...

lets just say it was an epic holiday with

bie, along, my brother, eira, amir, uda and meme

4 boys and 4 girls

we rent a house for 3D2N

yeah.. we had a a lots of fun

we went to

Teluk Cempedak *meet the mokeys!

Karaoke *they forced me to sing

Gambang Waterpark *for the whole day

and dayem! its too pack..

just before everyone get wet!

Late night movie *KARAK.. best!

sorry, the picture cannot be rotated.. anyway.. we were waiting
for the late night movie.. :)

Bukit Tinggi * heaven!

excited bagi rabbit makan.. :p

Genting Higland *just drop by..

i sempat naek roller coaster yg ad spiderman tuh :D

Midvalley * pizza hut!

finally home at 11pm :p

ehem2.. i heard that my next trip will be HONG KONG

hehehe.. ayah sibuk2 tanye pasal HK disneyland

i mcm..

"disneyland dye besh ayah.. jomla.. tiket kan tgah murah skunk nie.. "

hahaha.. skali skala membodek ayah :p

2011-06-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

i wanna update my blog with

my latest vacation story..

but..

my fingers are so lazyyy to press the keyboards la..

later okeyh?

;)

2011-06-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

xpena satu salah faham pown

aer mate nie xmengalir

every words you said to me

sometimes could make me feel like flying

sometimes it kills me deep in my heart taw x?

huny minx maaf segala ape yang huny buwat tok bie

xpena cukup tok bie..

mmg segalanya salah huny..

andai lelaki tahu :)

2011-06-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

ok..i was searching for some pictures lately on google..

something that is sweet for my desktop wallpaper..

but then i suddenly terGOOGLE benda nie..

Andai Lelaki Tahu..

it was so sweet..

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,

lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya

tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata,

itu bukan bermakna dia lemah,

tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan

untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan marah,

memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya

tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya

dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu.

Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh.

Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang,

semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak,

dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas,

tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah,

itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya,

tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik,

bukan untuk dirinya,

tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda,

bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..

tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda

dan masih menganggap anda anak kecil

yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian.

Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya,

anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi.

Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat.

Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan merajuk,

jangan kata dia mengada-ngada.

Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit

atau hadiah sedozen,

tetapi cukup dengan perhatian

yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’,

itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai

tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya,

bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata

tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu,

dia benar-benar maksudkannya.

Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu,

jangan percaya kata-katanya

kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu.

Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya.

Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya.

Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah,

walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya

tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan menjadi degil,

dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil

tapi dia mahu melihat

sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya.

Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut.

Andai kena caranya,

jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan berkata,

“tolong tinggalkan saya!”,

dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya.

Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja.

Apabila dia kembali tenang,

percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula.

Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda.

Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan.

Dia terlalu emosional.

Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda

dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu

dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri.

Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami,

mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan.

Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali.

Di sebalik air matanya,

tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan

yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya.

Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah

tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri

yang bisa menggoncang dunia

dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya.

Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda

kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja

tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyokong anda

dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna.

Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu

yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

i was touched by reading this note..

and seriously it makes me cry

* maybe gak mood nga swing skunk nie!

so i just wanna share with you gice out there

especially male homo sapiens :)

2011-06-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

"if a gurl say NO.. she means a YES..
if a gurl say she dont want it, she wants it..
she just too ashamed to admit it :| "

basic rules that boys still dont get it..

hmmm :|

good bye ;)

2011-05-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

goodbye my love..

selamat tinggal sayangg..

sayonara beby.. :)

yeah,, there gone my baby..

my blackberry

yeaaayyy !

why in the world im so happy with the fact that

im loosing my phone?

first, me and blackberry

sangat2 tak sesuai!

i xpena terpikir pown nak pakai fon tuh..

pelik and damn bowink kowt..

klo setakat tenet jew besh..

on9 kat lappy ag besh kowt :)

then blackberry tuh "gemok" la

i mean the size is too big for me..

heee..

so i sold the phone

yg tak besh nyee..

jual phone tuh semate2 nak belikan iman

galaxy tab..

perrhhh..

so my father asked me to buy that tab too..

im not interested with tab2 nie..

durrhh..

i da ad lappy.. nape nak beli tab pulak..

i want a new phone..

yeap!

definitely..

a new phone okeyhhh!

pleaseeee ayahhh...

da la fon yang akak pakai skunk nie pown

fon ayah..

i have no phone kowt.. :(

please99999999..

yup.. i want this one :)

pirates of the caribbean on stranger tides :)

2011-05-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ahoy there!

ehmagawdddd :D

im so in pirates mood ryte now :)

yeah.. i watched the latest of this series 2days ago..

u noe what?

i've been waiting for this movie since september last year

i heard tat it will come out on this year.

then i watched it already!!

yeayyy!!

and it was ahmazinggg..

plus i watched it in 3D..

the main thing i love about this movie

is my favorite actor is there

okeyhh... he is so ahdorable to me :) :)

awww~~

biarla owang nak kate ape..

saya memang minat awak..

saya suke tengok awak berlakon tawu x..

hampir sume cite awak, saya tengok :) :)

hehe.. it was exciting day for me too :)

spend the whole day with him :)

baru nak buwat tag :D

2011-05-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

10 things about me ?

1.i think i am a very complicated person =,=

2. i lurf to smile :)

*tats why i suke letak smiley banyak2.. so everyone know that

i really smile for them :)

3. i hate belacan T__T

4. i lurf white and black and pink <3

5. i eat to live

*not "live to eat"

6. maybe im look so cool about everything,

but inside my heart,

im so easy to get hurt !

*makan dalam!

7. love to read

8. sangat2 rindukan ibu saya :'(

9. i am Taylor Lautner gurfwen..

heee :D

*sumpah perasan!

10. and finally.. i love to feel the adrenalin

in my blood :) :)

dengan segala hormatnye.. saya..tag kan benda alah ini..

kepada...

jeng jeng jeng!

MY BELOVED FOLLOWERSSS :) :)

answering your question cik yusniza :)

2011-05-25T01:33:00.001+08:00

im going to answer

my best friend question..

which she asked me about two weeks ago

but i cant find the right words to answer her question..

so the question is....

kenape qidd sayang sangat kat angah??

*angah is the nickname for my boyfie :)

okeyhh...

jawapan nye cam nie ye cik yushie :)

first

he is totally, definitely opposite of me!

dye mengisi segala kekurangan i

and i do the same thing for him too..

and believe me..

it happens in all situation..

we have to be together to complete anything that come

secondly

he is the man who always talk about future

planning our future together

and i..

indirectly..

start to thinking about my future!

u noe la i nie cam ne kann..

qidd nak pikir pasal future dye??

memang tak laaa.. :)

thirdly

i pentingkan kejujuran dalam perhubungan

so far.. he always being honest with me

lying is totally not his thing

i am a person who hardly to trust on people

even my father pown i susah nak trust

ape tah ag orang laen

but he manages to gain my trust

and i noe i can believe his words

tats a good sign :)

he is a nice man..

polite..gentle.. sweet..

x berkira.. caring glew..

u noe.. all the good2 words tat i can used to describe him

furthermore

he oways teach me the meaning of life

the point why u have to keep on your spirit

he has all the inspirational, motivation words and actions

to keep me from falling down

everytime im depressed

* this point is just like u..if u are wondering what are the

similarities between u gice :)

moreover

this what i love the most

he just like my very own encyclopedia!

omg..

for god sake.. about 80% of question that i asked

he managed to answer it all..

i mean question like

"mcm mane ngn performance enjin BMW M5?"

"ape beza tv LCD ngn LED?"

"kenape klo kite masak kene letak benda2 alah tuh?"

i memang banyak tanye

sebab i nie dari kecik..

i memang tak amik taw pkare2 yg tak bkaitan ngn syllabus

pelajaran m'sia

so.. bile da beso nie.. baru la ade kesedaran sikit

nak amik taw pasal everything yg berlaku kat persekitaran i

so dgn adenye encyclopedia bergerak nie

sng sikit la hidup i..da la auto-update taw..

haha.. u adee??kih3.

moving on to the next point

he always make me as his top priority * after his family

then his friend

he make me feel needed.. wanted..

and feel so important to him

it feels so good.. so right to have this kind of feeling

and he keep telling me

"i cant live without you even for a second"

the next point would be

he make me to think about marriage!

god..

u noe how i hate to talk about this topic ryte..

"i ade boyfriend sebab nak carik entertainment jew"

hehe.. pasal kawin2 nie memang tak pernah terlintas pown la

klo i ngn ex2 i yg dulu..

i memang nak enjoy life la konon ny..

hehe..

but he made me to think about the benefits of marriage

the good things of being married

but we didnt planned to get married soon laa..

later.. when everything is under control :)

plus

he always there for me

be the faithful partner in sickness and in health.

in good times and in bad

and in joy as well as sorrow ..

and i noe he will be with me to get through anytink tat come :)

last but not least

i lurf him so much because he means everything to me

he always try to be the best for me :)

always keep me fell so secure with him

always put a big happy smile on my face

and bie...
after all the reasons in the world..

happy anniversary sygg :)

its 25th again..

im so in lurf with you everyday :) :)

muahx :*

upu??

2011-05-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

okeyh.. i noe sum of u gice oredy filled up the UPU form..

and be excited about it..

and again im so heartless filling this

8 blanks

grrrrr... but after i had thinking about it

for at least 24 hours.. i had made a short list about

what i wanna study for my degree..

i dont wanna repeat the same mistake i did

during the spm time..

haha.. what a loser am i..

i never dream to be an enginner

but im taking foundation of engineering..

hehe.. and guess what.. it was my first choice..

in my upu form!

its all because i did not expect i will get my first choice since

my spm result xde la superb sgt pown ann.. :/

so this time..

after thinking thoroughly

i decided to take these courses..

i lurf all these courses ..

it only matter about the places

of the courses..

i hope i didnt get somewhere tat is far from my home..

*still homesick!

heeee :D

so just pray for the besh :)

insyaAllah.. :)

miss her :')

2011-05-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

sabtu lepas,kami sekeluarga ade membuat

kenduri arwah buat bonda tercinta

yang genap 100 hari pemergiannya

pada 17hb mei 2011..

alhamdulillah.. sumeny berjalan dgn lancar..

cume i rase sgt2 kosong.. bcoz my family

nie jenis yg kerap buat kenduri..

and kenduri planner tuh mestilah my mom kann..

but now..

hmmmmmmmmm..

it feels so different..

xde la lagi dgr owang jerit2..

"kakak!! nie xkemas ag.. pinggan mangkuk nie xsusun ag??!"

yeah.. totally miss her voice..

and i juz wanna share with you..

i mimpi my mom for three night in this week..

first night,

rabu malam khamis..

i mimpi i nga lepak2 ngn dye like we oways did

then suddenly.. dye minx jam i.. dye kate tuh jam dye

i ckp la balik.. jam ibu ade kat umah..nie jam akak..

but she keeps on telling that my watch is her watch..

*i miss to argue with her :(

second night,

jumaat malam sabtu

i mimpi.. i g hospital.. then i g kat katil dye..

dye nampak macam x sihat..

i tanye la dye.. ibu demam kew?

dye kate dye sejuk.. then i selimutkan la dye..

ble dye da selesa.. dye suh i barink kat sebelah dye..

i pown barink la.. then dye pegang tangan i..

mate dye sayu sgt2..

i pandang mate dye.. then i kate

"ibu, akak sayang ibu sgt2 taw"

sambil i cakap mcm tuh kat dye.. sambil tuh gak aer mate

i mengalir..

then dye pown kate la balik..

"ibu sayang akak setiap masa "

memang tuhan sahaje yang tahu.. betape sebaknye

dapat dgr ibu kate mcm tuh..

i cried so hard until i suddenly woke up from my dream..

it was so sad.. tat my tears still running out the moment i woke up..

;(

the third night

sabtu malam ahad.

my kitchen baru jew lepas renovate

and i mimpi i nampak ibu kat dapur.. nga basuh pinggan..

i pown lepak la kat dapur.. dlm mimpi tuh..

i cite kat dye yg i ade mimpi pasal dye semalam..

*yea.. i noe it was an awkward momment

i dreamed i told her about my last dream

heee.. and she laugh about it.. :)

it feels so comforting to hear her giggles :)

ya allah..

tempatkanlah bondaku di kalangan kekasih2 Mu

moga bondaku dicucuri limpah rahmat dan kurnia dari Mu..

aminn

lets talk about my holiday :)

2011-05-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE!!!!!!!
IM BACKKKK!!!
alhamdulillah.. im safely home at 11.30pm on sunday night.. after my long journey.. damn tired T__T but so much fun :) like oways .. my father start our journey at 6.15 am.. trus ke penang.. then we headed to bukit bendera.. kecian bebudak nieh.. xpena naek bukit bendera la katekan.. :) naek ketapi yg super smooth tuh,, hehe.. besh gak laaa.. dpt tgok view the whole penang dari bukit bendera.. so we took some pictures up there..

kat feri

view from the top!

then we planned to stay one night at alor star before we went to hat yai the next mownink.. so kuar jew dari penang i tidooooooo :) :) and guess what... i sedar2.. da sampai bukit kayu hitam.. kat imigresen tuh.. im like.. WHAT?? did i slept too long?? haha.. agak bengong gak la tyme tuh.. bie lak da glak2 kan i.. dye kate i mamai glew tyme tuh.. ngeng tol laa =,=' then memang betol la.. kami sekeluarga masuk thailand malam tuh gak.. we arrived at our hotel around 10.30pm *my watch not the thai's time.. hee.. so my father bought two rooms.. me, my hubby, my brother and adek angkat i .. satu bilik.. kanak2 ribena sume tido ngn my father..
heeee... heaven jew asee.. hahaha.. :) *gatai!

menjadi sedikit batak dlm bathroom

our room :)

the next mownink.. bie ngn iman mmg excited glew nak pusing thai.. bangun pagi glew kul 7.. then kacau sume owang yg nga tido.. padahal.. our driver sampai kul 12 tgah ary kowt.. so u gice bayangkan la.. ape yang kiteowang buwat tok mengisi mase lapang yang terluang tuh.. taking pictures.. straightened our hair.. make-up tutorial.. hehe.. mcm2 la.. then da bosan tahap gaban gak.. g la ronda2 kat bandar hat yai tuh..
sharp at 12pm.. our driver arrived.. we went to songkhla.. the beach.. the statue.. most of the places i da pna pegy.. just nk tnjuk bie and my pet sis lak la pasal tempat2 tuh,,

then g ice dome *new place!.. tempat yg sgt sejuk.. -15 degree.. beku gilewwww kowt.. cume ade ice sculpture jew.. and mase nak masuk tuh.. owang thai tuh ad la bagi taklimat.. but everything was in thai.. kiteowang mcm.. blurr gilew time tuh.. then ttber sume owang bangun, nak masuk dlm jew.. so dgn muke yang sgt2 blur tuh.. owang thai tuh pown dtg la kt kami2 nie.. explain lak dlm eng.. heee.. dye ckp muke kami blur sgt.. dye psan jln atas red carpet jew..*kelassss gituuu nok..! then camera kene on before enter.. and off before we went out.. takut camera berwap.. memang berwap pown pas tuh..

saya sygggg la ini budak :)

then pegy water market.. makan2.. balik hotel..mandi2,, kuar balik.. ade night market lak kat tengah2 bandar tuuh.. shoppink2.. jln2.. ayah went back to hotel quite early la that nite.. so me and bie jln2 ag kat bndar tuh.. sampai la sume kedai ttup.. heeee.. nak abeskan duet jew.. :) :)

ad baby gajah malam tuh :)

balik.. kasi party dulu dalam bilik.. heee... i din sleep.. so excited spending time together.. so much fun :D
the next mownink..im like sleeping panda.. so sleepy.. T__T but gagah kan jua.. pusing2 hat yai naek tut tut.. pergi pasar basah dowang.. *ade bawu babi.. =P around 11 we checked out.. then balik ke bukit kayu itam..
but our vacations doesnt stop there.. we headed to bukit merah lak * so much bukit in my life.. sampai bukit merah dalam kul 4.. changed my cloths.. mandiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... hahaha.. besh kan bie?? kan? kan? heee :D

view from tut tut :)

punye la penat pas tuh.. kecian bie.. dye drive dari bukit kayu itam-bukit merah- kl.. and he did asked me to accompany him..takot ngantok.. hampeh.. gurfwen dye nieh.. pi tdo sepanjang perjalanan balik.. heeee.. sowry sygggg.. huny sygggg bie.. heee :D

so total up.. it was ah-mazingggg thailand... magnificent memories with my family... and huneymoon for us :) :)
thanx ayah sebab ajak bie.. :D

songkhla beach

qaseh kuh :)

home- penang- alor star- thailand- bukit merah- home :)

2011-05-06T01:41:00.001+08:00

let the holiday begin ..

hahahahaha

*evil laugh!

i'll be back soon

and update u about my holiday okeyh??

heee :D

pray for our safe journey..

aminn.. :)

thailand. here i come again :) :)

i remember that game! :)

2011-05-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

i helped my father cleaned up our house just now

and guess what i found

my old games :)

it was a present from ibu

because i did so well in my standard 1 exam..

i still remember the game

it is called

"Big Electronic Game Book"

it looked like a book

but actually it is a game

really fun game..

like the "snakes & the ladders" laa

and to make it more interesting

the dice is electronic and have a shape of a ladybug

cam nie la rupe ladybug tuh.. tp ladybug tuh da hilang.. huhu..

i only have to press the nose of the lady bug

and the lights on the ladybug will show u a number

heee :D

its totally reminds me of ibu

hmmm.. missing her so much :')

boards on the book :)

different board on each page :)

majlis pertunangan.. :)

2011-05-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

hantaran nye sume RM12 000 sahaje..

termasukla belanja kawin sume pe nye la yerkk..

so bertunang la kitee.. :)

kih kih kih ..

erh.. sowry..

im not engaged yet..

tat was the dialog tat i heard on last sunday

i went for my ex neighbor's engagement

i was waiting with her in her B-E-A-Utiful room

it was decorated like she's going to marry tat guy on tat day..

i can see tat she was so happy..

nervous

excited..

ishh.. jeles la plak ase nye tgok owang bertunang,,

hahaha.. nak bertunang da kew qidd??

gataiiii..

;)

we all waited at the stairs..

sibuk nak dengar gak perbincangan mereka..

heee :D

they finally agreed with the 12k..

alhamdulillah..

may their relationship last forever.. :)

congratz kak chik :)

some pic to share..

and again..

it is me..

at the ceremony.. :)

white dress : my sis
pink kurung : mak su :)

i noticed.. ramai blogger sedang tulis pasal "engagement"
???

its a lame story, gice :S

2011-04-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

hey.. da lame sgt x update blog..

about a week i guess..

so many story i would lurf 2 share..

but my fingers are so lazy to type in the words

last saturday, my family celebrated my lil sis

"coming burfday"

its not her burfday yet..

it will be on this 7th may..

but we decided to celebrate it early..

as we will go for a holiday on that weekend..

and also results exam baby pown da kuar..

number 1 student in her class

with 594/600 marks!

adek sape nie??

ish3.. bangge betol laa :D :D

then i had a lil crisis with my boyfie's family..

i did asked for forgiveness

and i guessed it solved oredy

*or maybe not!

dunno..

huhu..

so today i went out to klcc

nak selesaikan masalah berukband maxis

yg suppose da xpayah nak bayar pape ag..

but the bill still sent to my house..

aish..

saje jew nak suwo i habeskan duet kat klcc tuh kann..

;)

yeah i wanna share with u..

a few pic of me *budak perasan!

2011-04-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

please

begging

You

make my heart strong enough for this

make my heart beat like oways

and please dont trap my heart

inside these tears anymore

it hurts every seconds it sinks!

hmmm...

2011-04-19T19:49:00.002+08:00

im still the same person
im still me

i didnt change

maybe you think that im giving up on you ryte now
i had tried to solve the problem
but it seems i didnt get the feedback from you

its just that

hmm.. just forget it..

dun wanna think bout it..

i cant be perfect for you..

but i have tried my best..

i want everything to be normal back

i mish u so much

im sowry for acting like a jerk this morning..

im sowry for making it worst for you..
im sowry for being so insensitive with you

im sowry for everything

i guess that doesnt enough for you ryte..

im not good enough for you..

sowry again..

i noe its hard for you to accept my apologies..

but im really sowry

and i mean it..

huny.

marry me :)

2011-04-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm

sukesukesuke :)

2011-04-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

heee..

i lurfff the new look

of my blog :)

do u like it ?

^^,

2011-04-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

the result for our sem 2 final exam

da kuar

a few days ago..

~stale story~

my result..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

i guess i deserve it..

i mcm da redha glew tengok result tuh..

no heart, no feeling at all..

xde excited.. xde nerves bagai mcm owg laen..

hee..

senang kate.. my cgpa.. cukup2 mkn..

and betol2 atas pagar!

~whatever la kann..~

nothing to be proud of..

T___T

bu.. akak minx maaf sebab x berjaya dapat 4rata.. akak cuba utk degree plak keyh.. ;(

FULLSTOP!

hey, did anybody else notice that im gaining weight??

OHHHHMYYYYGODDDD!!

THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN MY DEAR!

where my diet routine??

where my exercises??

danggg!

someone told me..

"akak, badan akak da berisi la..

****** akak pown da besar.."

TIDAKKK!!!

and the worst part..

"huny, bie ase badan huny da berisi sikit.."

sh**t!!

I cant believe this is happening..

arghhhh!!

ayah, please stop buying those delicious bread..

biskut jacob *terchenta!

nestum skali..

ouh.. not to forget..

mayonis!

i have to workout my body..

just to get in a better shape back..

bie.. please.. teman huny pegy jog ptg2..

alang and baby..

stop eating in front of me!

iman..

dun gode2 me utk mkn dgn u late night ag keyh..

hope i will lost some kiloss..

this is badd for me..

this is so pathetic!

2011-04-03T19:00:00.000+08:00

almost every night i sleep with my lappy

in front of my eyes..

konon nye nak tengok movie la ann.

hampehh

T____T

at the end, lappy tuh yg tengok i tido..

nie gara2 incik syazwan yang tido tanpe ckp

"slamat malam cinta"

men tidoooo jew erhh..

ish3..

my house will be much more messy this week..

its renovation time!

tukar sane laa..

tukar sini laa..

hmm.. buwat la ayahhh..

as long u happy :)

muahx :*

BB i prob ag laaaa..

tensyen siooottt!

monday to friday =)

2011-04-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

monday and tuesday

x bwat ape sgt..

dok umah saje..

wednesday

renewing my passport

with my hubby

mood nga xokeyh tyme tuh..

pagi2 ag da terpacak da kat jab. imigresen

erghhh..

and paling best

i did not bring my old passport

terpakse la b balik g amik passport huny..

hee :D

thanx sygg.. da la ujan.. sowie la troubling u in the mownink

skala skala kan sygg..

pe slah ny..

luckily that my passport

ciap awal..

dlm 1jam jew tok sume process

including collecting the passport..

cume passport b lmbat skit..

cip mykad rosak

lepas bwat passport

merayau la jawabnye kann..

hehehe.. x g mane pown..

bekpes kat mcD

lunch kat domino

dinner kat umah i :)

but b yang masak laa..

daging masak merah..

perhhh!

sedapp bhaiii

:) :)
untung i..

haha..

thursday

clean my mom closet

packing all her cloth..

totally miss her

huhu ;(

friday

lepak umah b sampai petang
b men gitar tok i
thanx sgt2 sygg..tat was really999 sweet
<3

~~i dun wanna close my eyes..i dun wanna fall asleep
coz i mish u babe and i dun wanna miss a thing......~~

siap dpt mkn mama masak

kurma ayam..

sedappp!

heee :D

cam taw2 jew i xmsk ag time tuh

hehe..

balik da kibut2 masak tok dinner

simple saje..

sambal telo ngn taugeh masak lemak

plus lauk kurma mama :)