why are we lying to each other ?

have u ever lied to someone?

dun tell u me that u never lie

its a BULLSHIT

have u ever feel that u must tell a lie?

to avoid u from any major problem

to save urself  from any "undesired activities" 

ok well..

here's a thing..

actually im in this situation right now

somebody out there.. still mad at me cause i lied to that particular person

*sigh

the main reason i was lying to that particular person

because i dont wanna spoil our moment together

it was a sweet moment

then i dont wanna that particular person

to get mad at me because

i was doing something that particular person doesnt like it at all

but i have to do it

if not

i wont get any new information

*sigh

whatapatheticlife!

so now.. i have no idea to clear all this back

T___T

HELP ME!

*screams my lung out

urrgghhhh.. 

to that particular person

forgive me

i 

really 

really

really

really

have to do it

 =/