Surprise tak jadiii

assalamualaikum

weyhhh!

lama gila baru buat comeback ni. My last post was on

2nd Aug 2015

that was 5 years ago

2 months before my wedding 

sekarang ni da nak masuk 5 tahun dah kahwin,

pastu sekarang dalam pantang anak ke 2

i know i'm freaking insane.

hahaha

punyalah procrastinate nak update blog tu 

sampai beranak dua da i ni

anyway, nanti-nanti la i update what had been happening

for the past 5 years. 

Any important topics, boleh la bagi tahu

like My First House, Deco2 rumah tu (if you had been following my IG)

first experience mengandung/bersalin ke.

do suggest me ok :)

since i baru je bersalin baby No.2

So i guess today nak cerita my pregnancy journey sampailah bersalin

kot nanti anak i nak baca *tiberr

i had my first born in December 2016

Si kakak pun dah besar

I always pray if Allah would grant me another child,

please let me fully breastfeed Nuha for a complete 2 years. 

When Nuha turned 2,

 i terus hantar "Next Baby's proposal" to my husband in early 2019

hahaha

i said i want another child before i turn 30

after kitaorang dah bincang, gaduh-gaduh manja sikit

he partially agreed to let me get pregnant again

siap kira-kira lagi bulan apa nak bersalin

sebab nak elak bersalin masa bulan puasa atau hari raya

kira punya kira,

we agreed to start trying by December 2019

so we will have enough time to prepare our self

i siap cakap to my husb 3 months before trying,

i will paksa dia makan seafood banyak-banyak, avoid meat

supaya tinggi chances nak dapat baby boy nanti 

* haa gittewww

so we went to Universal Studio of Singapore in August

balik dari tu i pun cakap la kat my husb semua wish i for 2019 dah setel

so i can start to prepare my body for second pregnancy

but then suddenly Nuha was admitted to hosp

for Influenza A

and during the hospitalization was the last time i 

breastfed her

after discharged, dia tak mintak dah 

she was 2 years 9 months at that time 

when everything slowed down, 

i pun beli la supplement to boost my fertility

because i believe it will be hard to conceive 

sebab masa Nuha dulu pun susah jugak 

so i bajet nak start makan supplement tu

after that month punya period

but suddenly i easily rasa

short of breaths that week

macam penat semacam

padahal tak buat apa

and we also had promised to Nuha 

to go for a short vacation that week

as a relaxation gift la after penat bertarung dekat hospital tu

so i was busy booking Airbnb, buat itinary, packing baju bagai

tapi rasa mengah tu tetap tak hilang

Thursday morning, 

i secretly did the pregnancy test

and it turned out positive

terduduk i dalam toilet pagi tu

unexpected gila!

eh biar betul kan

tapii

rosak plan dah ni.

it was only September that time

I didnt tell my husb, and went straight to the office

thinking how do i explained this to him

hahaha

but deep inside i was thrilled and happy

like finally! i am pregnant again

as a hard fan of pinterest, i terus search

"ways to surprise your husband"

sebabkan minggu tu nak pergi bercuti

i pun ok lah

surprisekan kat sana lah

masa tengah duduk kat tepi swimming pool ke

masa tengah romantik-romantik dalam bilik ke

fuh

macam-macam i berangan nak surprisekan dia

dengan gigihnya i pergi beli clear blue punya pregnancy test

pastu beli lagi a few pregnancy test macam-macam brand

sebab yang kat rumah tu biasa i standby yang murah

beli dekat shopee tu je

takut xboleh percaya je

Saturday morning

before kitaorang nak bertolak tu

i buat lagi test

sekali negatif pulak

berkecai dah hati time tu

tawakal, buat pulak CB punya

if u ever used digital CB, 

kau tahulah berapa lama dia loading nak keluar result tu

penantian tu satu penyiksaan tau

like 5 minutes gitu

dia tulis pregnant

yeayyy! alhamdulillah

terus ambil benda alah tu, 

masuk kotak, bungkus cantik-cantik

nak buat surprise kann

so kami pun bertolak la ke Sungai Petani 

my husband's cousin punya wedding

we were staying overnight there,

pagi ahad baru gerak pergi Penang untuk short vacay

masa tengah lepak-lepak dengan my husb

then he popped out a question

"eh sayang, hari tu kata nak buat pregnancy test. dah buat ke? 

period sayang dah due kan hari ni?"

i was like

alaaa apesal dia tanya

kalau tipu kang sis berdosa

"hmm a'ah.. sepatutnya period hari ni"

"oh, dah test ke? xbagi tahu pun result"

i sengih je

muka husb i dah cuak

nampak sangat dia dah paham reaksi muka i

"bagi tahula sayang.. apa resultnya..B tak sedap hati dah ni"

i pun dah tak senang duduk dah, dok pikir nak bagi tahu sekarang ke 

eh! kacau lah plan i

and kept going on asking me, begging me to tell him what the result 

and i finally giving in

"ok jom, kita masuk kereta kejap. Ayang ada benda nak tunjuk"

"ah sudahhh.. ni mesti positif ni"

"eh, jom je la masuk kereta, ada benda kita kena bincang ni!"

masuk kereta, i bagi lah box yang ada CB test tu

"SURPRISEE! U should wait for tomorrow tau ekcelli"

muka dia dah macam ayam berak kapur, nervous semacam

padahal tak bukak pun lagi kotak tu

when he finally opened it and saw the CB test

muka dia blur

"err, tapi test ni xtulis apa pun sayang?"

"hah? eh bak sini"

CB test tu dah terpadam, habis bateri gamaknya

hahaha mahal nak mampus, sehari pun bateri dia tak boleh tahan

adeeh

spoil habis

"hahaha sorry b, actually dia tulis pregnant, 2-3 weeks. 

congratulation! selamat menjadi abah buat kali ke 2"

according to my calculation, i'm 7 weeks pregnant at that time

and my due was on 1st Syawal

so my husband was so surprised

kept asking me how did it happened

it doesnt go as we had planned 

he didnt ready yet

he didnt start his seafood diet yet

hahaha

i cakap patutnya i yang rasa macam tu

the baby is inside me, not you

i wasnt ready too!

"but we should be thankful kan?"

and at that moment terus dia cakap

"Balik ni, kita beli tilam and pasang kipas bilik Nuha. 

siapkan deco bilik dia. she had to sleep in her own room.

dia dah jadi kakak"

i macam eh terus plan ke situ eh. i thought dia nak pikir

how to survive with two kids ke

or at least thinking about me ke

ahaha

"mujarab betul supplement ayang beli tu, senang je pregnant"

"emm.. i havent started yet actually. dah la beli mahal, shipping from US lagi "

"haha serious lah? so ni memang natural out of love la ni?"

so macam tu lah

tak semua yang kita rancang menjadi

betullah 

kita hanya mampu merancang,

Allah yang menentukan

other than that

we are so happy

cuma amat terkejut je la

sebabtu rasa macam susah nak terima 

but we're looking forward for this baby

we are so blessed

Alhamdulillah

next i sambung my roller coaster pregnancy journey pulak

see you later! baby NY need me already :)