wild young & free

assalamualaikum

i just finished with all the tests

and quiz

for this week

*hopefully

and im tired to death

ape yang dibace, xpulak

dye nak soal dalam test kan

aduii

i guess benda tuh memang normal

since kindergarten 

* tadika ada exam erh?

entah la..

it always happen to me

when i open the facebook,

then i scroll

down

down

down

*boring

-refresh-

scrolling down again

down down

and then i saw a picture 

of my so call childhood's friend 

wow

she's

*speechless

................................................

she's sexy and beautiful

yeah

she is

there are bunch of pictures

of her and her friends

i dont know why

sometime when i see my friends

wild, young and free

*cewah ayat!
i feel i wanna have that kind of life again

i can wear what i want

shorts

tube

stylo2 hair kan

then hangout with bunch of guys

taking pictures 

hugging here

kissing there

then upload those pictures

so people will think im cool

kan??

اَسْتَغْفِرُ اَللّهَ

mengucap Qidd !

ok2

i admit i have those feeling sometimes

feeling about everything i said above

except pictures of hugging and kissing

meluat la tengok orang upload pictures

macam tuh

hang bajek hang mat saleh sangat ka?

duduk malaysia jewrr

*back to the story

 i will quickly remind my self

what is the main reason i choose to change?

i choose to be a good muslim

why suddenly?

well..basically,

i think i had enough of my sinful life

im not gonna waste another year of my life

doing something that doesnt mean anything

we dont know when our life gonna ends ryte?

it could be now, later, tomorrow

who know?

and i know 

girls with hijab

it doesnt mean that she is good

warak..sopan.. sembahyang xtinggal kan

im not perfect

i ada cacat celanya

ada banyak sangat sangat sangat kekurangan

pada diri i

that needs improvement

so when i had those feeling,

i quickly istighfar 

i think about my reasons

my beloved ayah

my baby brotha

pity them 

sebab terlibat sama tanggung dosa i

huhu

so untuk redakan feeling2 gitu

i akan cakap pada diri i

xpe Qidd

nanty da kawin,

pkai la sexy2 mane pown

hehehe

mesti lagi seronok sbb

im special and limited edition

only for my hubby

heeee :D

*timbul plak feeling gatal tuh kan!

اَسْتَغْفِرُ اَللّهَ

*mengucap2!