wild young & free

assalamualaikum

i just finished with all the tests
and quiz
for this week
*hopefully
and im tired to death

ape yang dibace, xpulak
dye nak soal dalam test kan
aduii
i guess benda tuh memang normal
since kindergarten 
* tadika ada exam erh?

entah la..
it always happen to me

when i open the facebook,
then i scroll
down
down
down
*boring
-refresh-
scrolling down again
down down

and then i saw a picture 
of my so call childhood's friend 

wow

she's

*speechless

................................................

she's sexy and beautiful
yeah
she is

there are bunch of pictures
of her and her friends

i dont know why
sometime when i see my friends
wild, young and free
*cewah ayat!
i feel i wanna have that kind of life again
i can wear what i want
shorts
tube
stylo2 hair kan

then hangout with bunch of guys
taking pictures 
hugging here
kissing there
then upload those pictures
so people will think im cool
kan??

اَسْتَغْفِرُ اَللّهَ

mengucap Qidd !
ok2
i admit i have those feeling sometimes
feeling about everything i said above
except pictures of hugging and kissing
meluat la tengok orang upload pictures
macam tuh
hang bajek hang mat saleh sangat ka?
duduk malaysia jewrr

*back to the story
 i will quickly remind my self
what is the main reason i choose to change?
i choose to be a good muslim
why suddenly?

well..basically,
i think i had enough of my sinful life
im not gonna waste another year of my life
doing something that doesnt mean anything
we dont know when our life gonna ends ryte?
it could be now, later, tomorrow
who know?

and i know 
girls with hijab
it doesnt mean that she is good
warak..sopan.. sembahyang xtinggal kan
im not perfect
i ada cacat celanya
ada banyak sangat sangat sangat kekurangan
pada diri i
that needs improvement

so when i had those feeling,
i quickly istighfar 
i think about my reasons
my beloved ayah
my baby brotha
pity them 
sebab terlibat sama tanggung dosa i
huhu


so untuk redakan feeling2 gitu
i akan cakap pada diri i
xpe Qidd
nanty da kawin,
pkai la sexy2 mane pown
hehehe
mesti lagi seronok sbb
im special and limited edition
only for my hubby
heeee :D

*timbul plak feeling gatal tuh kan!

اَسْتَغْفِرُ اَللّهَ

*mengucap2!

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