that person
assalamualaikum
well.. this time i would like
to share my problem with people
around me
and there is one particular person
which i cant stand to be with
even in hundredth meters parameter
frankly speaking
this person tak ada lah buat salah besar kat i
i mean salah kecil-kecilan
tuh ada lah
and i pon bukanlah manusia yang
sempurna
i made mistake to her too
and i also notice that
she looks uncomfortable
being around me too
just like me
it feels so awkward and weird
to be around her
i dont know why
and
i wonder why
sometime when i see her
i start to judge her
from head to toe
everything seems xkene je bagi i
padahal dia just jalan je depan i
not even say a word
then when we are in the same area
damn
i breath in so much hatred in the air
i hate to be around her
i talked about this to my Superhuman
he said maybe i am jealous of her
erk?
like seriously, i xde rase jelly melly pown dengan dia
cuma rasa xboleh nak cooperate dengan dia
xboleh berada dalam 1 area yang sama
i hate how she treat everybody around her
plastic gile
i can feel that she's not so sincere when giving
compliments to others
everything she did,
ada je rasa nak mengata dia
kalau nak cerita pasal ape yg i xsuke pasal dia
sangat panjang
as the conclusion, i just hate everything about her
and i try so hard to avoid her
sebab xnak tambah lagi
dosa kering yang berbakul-bakul nie
and i talked about this to Bella too
she said maybe masa alam roh dulu
dah ada perang besar dengan roh dia
hehe
is it possible?
والله أعلم
and betul jugak kata Bella
bila kita dah xsuke tuh
memang xsuke la
my 1st impression towards her pon
memang xberapa nak berkenan
memang dah ada rasa xngam tuh
ada kemungkinan gak semua nie
just ujian dari Allah
to see whether i can be calm and patient
around her
whether i can stop talking bad about her
because she did no wrong to me
for now, my strategy is just avoiding her
i dont wanna know anything about her
rasa kalau boleh delete memory pasal dye.
memang dah delete dah
*punya la xnak terlibat apa-apa dengan dia kan
tapi sampai bila nak avoid dye?
aishh..kusut.. kusut
