saye lemah..

that's all i can said

im such a weak person

im not strong like my ibu

everytime i stand beside her bed

i cry

why?

she's suffering so much

every morning. doctors will come and they will clean the cut

i dont have the gut to look

the smell of the fresh bloods

just make me dizzy

so much dizzy

:(

im sorry..

bu,im not disgust with you..

its just im not strong to face it

luke nie,doc kate cantik..this is how it looked yesterday..before the cleaning process begin..

sorry to post this picture

this is my first time looking at it

even it is already 2 weeks after the operation

T__T