hard

dear blog,

i have no idea why am i 

so moody this recent week

*sigh

everyday i feel like i wanna cry

cry so hard so that i can let go 

all of my problems

yeah i did cry a lots a these recent days

the tears keep falling down everyday

i guess crying is the best medicine

for me at this moment

after i had cried

i felt a relieved

even just a bit.

maybe i missed my mother so much

i did prayed for her

recite yassin a few times

maybe i am so stressed with all

this works

assignment, reports, friends etc etc

or maybe im having the hard time with 

my Superhuman

with his extremely high level of jealousy

we are getting married but still you didnt trust me

*break my heart again and again and again

it made me think

is it because of me?

or the others?

*sigh

i just have to keep myself so close to 

our creator,

Allah SWT the best listener..