LDR
assalamualaikum
LDR
short form for
Long Distance Relationship
so do we..
currently in that kind of situation
just now i saw this question
What's the hardest thing about being in
a long distance relationship?
frankly speaking
it is not an easy question
just like how hard to be in this situation
*sigh
i think im going to answer this question
#ONE
of course i cant meet him everyday
no seeing and talking
kalau dekat rumah,
boleh la hari-hari nak lepak sama-sama kan
but when you are being far apart
this would be the hardest part
missing him from far away
ape gemok saya tengah buat?
dah makan ke belum?
sihat ke tidak hari ini?
ya know..
all that kind of question playing
in my head everyday
#TWO
my major problem is
we usually get into fight for
a very silly and petty things
like not replying sms
or falling asleep
and latest
masalah twitter i yg ada
follower baru
???
wtheck kan..
see.. i told you
these silly thing make me
quite frust..
#THREE
being jealousy
omaigoodddd
these
JEALOUSY
word killing me so much ok
dang..
i have no problem with jealousy
i mean it..
im not being jealous
i trust him
but he get pretty jealous when im not
around him
yes.. i know how he feel about this
of course la dye jelly kan
bukan dye yang nampak i hari-hari
it is ridiculous
but thats the price i have to pay rite
#FOUR
Forever alone!
yup..
ok.. yang nie boleh admit la
i jeles tengok couple-couple lain
yang ada dekat Johor nie
hehe.. mesti lah jeles kan
nak dating xboleh
hanya mampu melihat
dan rasa jelly yang melampau
#FIVE
for emergency cases
i cant be there for him instantly
if something bad happen to him
this happen to us once before this
he got into accident
admitted to hospital
and his friend call me
xtawu la nak cakap macam mana
perasaan i time tuh
rasa macam nak berlari balik ke kl
*marathon
after 2 hours kot baru i dapat cakap
dengan dye
alhamdulillah dye x apa-apa lah time tuh
#SIX
the price
300++km
sekali i balik.. it cost me about rm100
just for the ride
and if he come here
the price would be higher
as we would rent a car
gas
the food
my shopping stuff yang
i tuntut dari my sayang nie
tiap kali dye turun JB..
mahal-mahal!
#SEVEN
family disapproval
sometimes there are times when
he is not allowed to come here
because his family have something
la to do at home
so nak buat macam mana kan
#EIGHT
masalah nak faham keadaan
masing-masing
i am busy
i have tonnes activities
that i HAVE to join
bukan i nak..tapi i kene join
different with him
he did not stay at the hostel
he did know what it feel
like to live with friends instead of family
so bila i cakap i ada aktiviti itu
aktiviti ini
he kinda cannot accept it
why i am so busy
and no time for him
i have problem on how to explain
these things to him
sometimes i fail
and we get into fight again
*sigh
#NINE
kene selalu topup
thats the only way that we can
get connected
nak skype-ing or ym tuh
macam jarang jugak la
my handphone pown xpernah
lekang la dari tangan
#TEN
once we meet each other,
after spending times together,
the separation moment would be
so sad
really sad
im not making fake story here
im telling the true
people might think we are just
faking it
but for god sake
it hurt damn much to be separated
again
memang meleleh la
...
i have shorten it to ten hardest part being
in a LDR
but despite all that i know
Distance wont win
no matter how many miles separating us
i know we will always win
:)
and i believe
"sometimes people who
are thousands miles away
can make me feel better
than the people beside me"
and Muhammad Syazwan Zan,
thanks for loving me so much
even we are far apart
thanks for staying right beside me
even when i push you away
*hormon xstabil la tuh
thanks for being extremely patient
with me
thanks for everything sayang
and i love you sdfm!
:)
